TRANSFORMATION

Standing alone in the evening of heavy rains,

And looking upwards to the dark sky,

With full of storming thunders,

And many dark clouds around.

I started Praying for more and more

Of such lashes of heavy rain,

On my body, on my mind and on my soul;

So that it could wash away my past,

It could wash away all my unknowingly sins,

It could wash away my baseless ego,

It could wash away my useless anger,

It could wash away my earthly beliefs,

It could wash away my wrongdoings,

It could wash away ME.

I am looking to GOD;

Like a baron infertile land,

Waiting for ages for the misty drops,

Drops of love,

Drops of harmony,

Drops of life,

Drops of laughter,

Drops of joy,

Drops of bliss.

Let me begin again a new dawn of life

After this heavy night of rain,

With a whispering sound of fresh air,

With a glittering vision for the road ahead,

And with a zest for the life, which I never lived.

O My Dear GOD,

Please transform me again into a new child

Again Full of strength,

Full of laughter and full of joy,

O GOD, please bless me again

For a new life!!!

The Window of my heart

It was a very strange night,
so strange and ruthless;
That I couldn’t recognize,
It as last night of my life....

such restless was my life ;
By traveling a long journey ,
That it made me Frightened and scared
Of the world around me;

On that night I looked out of
The window of my heart... .........

The rains of Life were very harsh;
There were the tornado's of time ;
With unseen storms of fate ;
Making deafening sounds around me ….

My Dry eyes saw you at a distance…
You were so close to my heart and
Yet so far from my reach...
In a dark corner of the cruel world
you were sitting quietly!!!

Your face was hidden
In your knees;
you were trembling and
Getting drenched;
In the harsh rains of life.....
And;
You were burning my name in your tears ......

than suddenly;
You looked at me in a trance of happiness
You were pleading me...
Listen o’ my love
May I come inside your heart...?
I don’t want to stay here in this world…
Please let me come, inside you…

I turned away my face from you
And looked inside the window of my heart;
The world of my heart,
Was breathing its last few breaths ..
My life was destroyed and deserted…
everything had come to an end.....
All my happiness was gone...
the Darkness of death were swallowing my life ......

My destiny was not ready to accept your love
My God did not agree to unite me with you
I lost you to Time, Life and God;

With misty eyes,
I saw you o’ my great love ....
slowly I whispered your name ….
I Took one last breath;
and than I died..................